Home
you left a note on my night stand... [entries|friends|calendar]
holly lynn

[ userinfo | livejournal userinfo ]
[ calendar | livejournal calendar ]

[21 Jul 2009|10:33pm]
[ mood | all over the place... ]
[ music | MJ- Beat It ]

I'm leaving for New Orleans tomorrow for a week to see HIM. I feel dizzy and anxious and nervous.

2 fake... i love you

[26 Apr 2009|10:46am]
[ mood | everything ]
[ music | joni mitchell ]

Cassidy called me a few days ago. I heard his voice and almost dropped the phone. He's coming to see me the second week of May. I am sick with anxiety and relief and fear and happiness and love and dizziness and curiosity and... I don't know, I don't know. I've been in love with him since I was 18. There have been other guys, but there's NEVER been anyone else.
Jamie knows what i mean.

2 fake... i love you

I'M [19 Apr 2009|08:15pm]
[ mood | happy ]

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY........

4 fake... i love you

Travel. [16 Mar 2009|11:41am]
[ mood | mischievous ]

Nick just surprised me with a surprise trip to Savannah this upcoming Friday, Saturday, Sunday, and Monday. I am sooo excited. My first romantic weekend getaway with him... imagine the possibilities.

1 fake... i love you

[04 Feb 2009|03:04pm]
[ mood | chipper ]
[ music | something different. ]

A lot has happened. First and most importantly, I started dating someone. His name is Nick. And for once in my dating experience he is not a liar or too old for me or a drunk or an ex of a close friend. He's just... everything I could ask for. But i'm trying not to be too excited about him because I have to be prepared for whichever way things turn out. We've been seeing each other for about a months and a half, and I have not slept with him yet, but I'll let you know how that goes...

In other news, Jamie, Lulah and I have a house. I love it. It's OURS. We picked out great wall colors and furniture from thrift stores and we have a little garden out back. And we cook dinner together most nights. Honestly I did love living with the boys, and I miss them a lot. But considering that one of them is dating Lulah and the other has completely annihilated Jamie's heart, I just felt it was most appropriate to not be living closely with them. And I'm really happy to get more quality time with my girl friends.

Jamie... I'm so worried about her. This whole thing has been really hard on all of us. Especually because we're all such close mutual friends. There's no distance. How do you let go when there is no distance. When I was living with Dallas, I'd have Jamie over for lunch, and(it was his house too) he'd want to bring Lauren home. It was just... too much.
So we're better the way we are now.

I'm heading over to Michelle's now with R.J....
Laterz

1 fake... i love you

woohoo [13 Apr 2008|03:21pm]
[ mood | optimistic ]
[ music | DANCINESS ]

 I went dancing last night. 
For the first time in AGES.
Do NOT ask the witnesses how bad I am at it.

i love you

[08 Apr 2008|08:47am]
[ mood | bitchy ]
[ music | who cares ]

Living with boys can be pretty unbearable sometimes. Fortunately for me, one of them is heading off to Canada and the other one is hardly ever home. 

2 fake... i love you

</3 [01 Apr 2008|08:19am]
[ mood | shitty ]
[ music | Cocorosie ]

I feel like I want to die. I have never been so angry/hurt/devastated in my entire life.
Men are horrible people.
Or maybe this is just karma.

3 fake... i love you

[21 Jun 2007|09:20am]
[ mood | So upset ]
[ music | Avril 14th ]

EVERYTHING is falling apart, and the worst part is- I knew it from day one. I knew this was too good to be true, I knew something would happen to ruin it all. I was so stupid to think that he...

Dallas, I'm flailing here.

4 fake... i love you

Since you won't talk to me, maybe you'll stumble across this... [30 May 2007|09:13am]
[ mood | crushed ]

I don't know what to do anymore. I don't know what to do about Jamie and Dallas. As if there IS a 'Jamie and Dallas' You've been broken up for years.
There's Jamie and Eric, who she is MARRYING in a few weeks.
and Dallas and... me?

Read more... )

4 fake... i love you

[12 May 2005|09:54pm]
[ mood | scared ]
[ music | The Honorary Title ]

Okay, I'll admit it, I'm a wuss. I'm home alone right now and I'm scared. I hate being alone at night. Especially after the horror movie I saw last night. Dallas, Lulah, Andrew, Lissa, where are you? Where is everyone tonight?

1 fake... i love you

[12 Apr 2005|12:00pm]
[ mood | apathetic ]
[ music | Okkervil River ]

Pea soup is not as bad as it sounds. And my grandmother is teaching me how to quilt.

Love, Holly Lynn

1 fake... i love you

[24 Mar 2005|09:00pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]

This morning I stepped in a huge puddle, and my jeans were soaked up to the knee. I had to walk all the way home and then tried to take a hot shower, but the water was freezing. So I sat bundled up in my robe, in the sunlight, drinking hot tea, and wishing I hadn't gotten out of bed at all.

1 fake... i love you

[18 Mar 2005|05:04pm]
[ mood | ... ]
[ music | ... ]

This is soooo harrrrrrrd.

2 fake... i love you

[08 Mar 2005|07:11pm]
[ mood | rushed ]
[ music | autumn. ]

I am really tired and I need a thimble.

3 fake... i love you

agh. [18 Feb 2005|10:29am]
[ mood | sick ]
[ music | kimya dawson ]

Today Lulah told me that she wants to move out. I'm kind of panicking.

Does anyone want to do anything tonight?

3 fake... i love you

[13 Feb 2005|04:59pm]
[ music | john vanderslice ]

I am incredibly bored right now. I've picked up 3 different chores to start, and I can't. I baked a pie this morning, and tonight hopefully I'm going out with Elise and Melissa.

I've decided that I'm going to start reading Rubyfruit Jungle to Dallas.
Anyone want to go on a road trip with me to Jersey?

3 fake... i love you

[07 Feb 2005|02:59am]
[ mood | busy ]
[ music | The Cure ]

Today I am going over to watch the boys play music. This is one of my favorite things to do.
Also, I had a pear for breakfast, so I think I'm in pretty good shape.

1 fake... i love you

[02 Feb 2005|12:24pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]
[ music | mogwai ]

Lulah and I have decided to make our own picture frames. We're going to buy the supplies as soon as I get off work.
I had the most disturbing dream last night.

love, Holly Lynn.
2 fake... i love you

You [01 Feb 2005|11:48am]
[ mood | stressed ]
[ music | Woven Hand ]

I hope Tallulah and David get married. I know I'm not supposed to say that because of the whole Lauren thing, but I had so much fun playing Pictionary with them last night. They're cute and wonderful. Even if they don't know it yet.

Elise and I are going out in a few minutes.

I miss my Jamieface so much. I hope she's doing well in her new city.
And on a different note, I have never ever been more confused.

Love, Holly Lynn
3 fake... i love you

navigation
[ viewing | most recent entries ]
[ go | earlier ]

Advertisement